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Secrets of the Vatican

Frontline revealed the culture of a Vatican few outsiders have seen, plagued by corruption, cover-ups and ruthless power struggles.

A secret society, a boys club, shelter, homosexuality, cover, a place where they can hide and do at will what society deams wrong or not of god.  I was not aware historically of Rome’s secret society, the cover ups and long historical perversion that the Vatican and previous popes have hushed.  This naive girl from Tijuana goes to Rome,  she is very excited to see the ruins of the Colosseum, Vatican, Cathedral, Michelangelo paintings, all of the architecture and then some.  Something not many people know about this girl is that she feels and senses things most people do not.  So as I am walking around Rome, instantly I get this disgusting vibe, a feeling an unsettling feeling that there was or is a lot of ugliness in Rome.  Perhaps I should have done my homework.  Every church we entered every piece of artwork has the energy of the perversion and molestation of young boys.  Every church we entered as beautiful as they are, I could not wait to take my pictures, snap the shots and find the nearest EXIT.  I can’t say I have ever felt so uncomfortable especially in a church. 

I recently watched a show on FRONTLINE: http://www.pbs.org/wgbh/pages/frontline/religion/secrets-of-the-vatican/inside-the-closed-world-of-the-vatican-live-chat-wed-230-pm-et/rontline where they talked about the secrets of the Vatican and surrounding areas, the priests that host gay parties and they actually showed with hidden camera the priests carrying on with other men and then putting on their robe after their swaray ended.  It all started to make sense the more I watched the show, everything I was feeling and sensing and at times envisioning while in ROME.  I often doubt my abilities, but when they are that strong, so strong that I get visions, I should go with my gut. 

So many children molested and lives ruined because of this secret society, they know because its known in their circles and the rest of us are clueless.  I recently heard a friend say that “Divinity school is like the new black” that everyone and their brother is going to school to be a priest, I thought that was an odd statement, but maybe not!

I do not put people down for their beliefs or sexual preference, but when it hurts children and ruins lives, there is something very wrong with our world that looks up to priest and anyone outside of themselves for forgiveness and love.  We are all people of god and no one person should ever have power over another in the sense that they are “closer to god”. 



What an interesting place Rome is. People everywhere, I felt like a sardine in a tin can. I had to lose myself in my photography and forget that every inch of Rome is covered with cars and people. So much to see surrounded by too many energies. I love people, but the energy in Rome is such that you wonder why everyone is drawn to such a place that feels so cold and rigid. I love the photography but when you enter these “Holy places”. The feeling is so frigid. It’s hard to describe but will do so. Stay tuned. :). These are just a few things I picked up in Roma, Italia.